This boy gave up on everything we had between us because he said it was enough with him, that I wasn't necessary to him, that he did like me very much but I meant almost nothing. My question is: Should I be mad at him for thinking that being only with himself is enough? Or should I be mad at myself for thinking he would change his mind and stay with me?
All feelings are valid. If you want to be mad at him or yourself, then it’s okay to feel that way because you’re hurt… But every person IS enough on their own. That’s the truth. If he wants to be alone right now, that’s also okay. He decided you weren’t his person, and that sucks. Like it really fucking blows because you didn’t come to the same decision. Eventually it’ll stop hurting, I promise, and then someone is going to decide you’re their person, and that person will stay.
I thought of you for a moment
when my head hit the pillow,
even though I was busy, even
thought I was tired.
My day is closing, and you
were a part of it, so I’m saying
goodbye at the end of it.
- anne, behind the curtain of a goodnight text
I hope when your eyes
close, the peace is